I have made it a point to try and surround myself with positive people and places. This is not easy by any means as you can very easily find yourself in a continuous round about. The weeks start to blend,the months pass by without notice and then suddenly you are celebrating the new year wondering where all of the time escaped to.
This is me. In 6 days the calendar will mark 4 years back in PA. I never thought I would be back for this long as you might know from previous posts. But here I am. Telling myself one more Winter. Our Summer was one of which I believe Seattle experiences on the daily. Autumn is just emerging from her shell and I fear a harsh Winter is just around the corner. For me, this will be my last Winter in PA and I am the only one who can stick through this plan.
I am forever thankful for the friends I have made in the last 4 years and I will be back to visit but the time has come to make moves. My spirit has overstayed her Welcome. The yearning for beaches, open minds and career changes overwhelm me daily. The East has always been a slayer of my Spirit and to my own default I find myself at times allowing such.
I might and most likely will fail upon my return but I owe it to myself to try. To sleep by the ocean until sunrise. Play dodgeball until my body gives out. Listen to great musicians, comedians and support great art. I look forward to the purge and who knows what is in store. Maybe I'll end up homeless living under the 405. Everything happens for a reason.
Please I am hoping this post does not come off negatively as I have made some good memories. It is simply time for this Blondesheep to move on to the next chapter. Choose your own adventure, right?
Cheers,
Blondesheep