How are you? How is life treating you these days or should I say how are you allowing yourself to enjoy life's adventures? I have found in my day's trials and tribulations trying to find ways around stagnant boulders. These boulders could be anything or anyone you allow to create a road block in your life, your goals or dreams. It's tough to imagine removing these boulders as they have been a staple in your way of life for quite some time, but deep down you know in your heart of hearts that removal must occur to move forward. Sometimes it takes the courage to stand up for yourself or your beliefs. Other times it can be a physical challenge you need to complete. Dear self, today we will cut the grass and complete weeding the soon-to-be garden to plant those seeds we've had sitting in the drawer for months. it is so easy to rinse and repeat your weekly steps without fault. It is much more difficult to change your routine. However difficult I have found that with time I have come to appreciate the drastic. Sometimes I can be erratic or on the other level, in denial. But as for my own life I have happily been accepted as a manager at my local Bar & Restaurant. I can honestly say that I enjoy going to work, I enjoy the people and even though my routine has changed immensely, I welcome the challenge. Because I work such long hours, my time off is so cherished, I try to make those moments in my relationship more meaningful. Now I am looking towards a future. Working hard allows the means to stop living paycheck to paycheck and actually have the hopes of enjoying a back yard and a puppy to care for.
I am accepting the roots. I am here and I will be working towards the best version of myself that I can be. My life will change, circumstances will change and it will be scary. But I can not be afraid of the inevitable. I can only hope to grow stronger with each day, each lesson and each decision.
I hope this blog finds you well. I hope that a stranger has smiled at you today. I hope that you may complete a goal today that you have had tucked away or possibly take a step to remove a road block in your path. Know that you are cherished and this blogger is very appreciative of your time.
Cheers,
Blondesheep