Hello and Welcome back. These last few weeks have been tough. Through the freezing cold, the snow, and looking for work, I found myself hidden in my cave. Taking the time to heal from yet another back flareup I suppose I found myself in another wave of deep thoughts.
I have been a person blessed with some extraordinary people in my life. And as social as I can be, I am also content in this cave. But the cave can find no end without inspiration and support. For me, my friends have always been my family. In thick and through thin, I can always find them in the light.
This passed week within hiding within my cave I found myself going through the people in my life. Those who have come and gone. Those who haven't survived my cave days and those who continue to pull through. I wouldn't be here without each and everyone of them, through all of the rollercoasters, they have kept me in the seat.
A few posts back I wrote about a wandering friend who I feared may never return. I have found out this past week that they have indeed returned and I had to find out through other people. This saddens me but I can understand. We all have choices, paths and connections that mean a great deal to our circle of life. If my friend chooses to reach out, I will be here. And as much as I know they are only feet away, I will never push a person beyond their limits as I wish for the same respect. To them I wish well beyond belief and they will always be within my thoughts.
I also began thinking about the many people I held close in Cali. Being gone for 4 years now and even within the 7 I was there I met so many great and interesting people and also watched them move on to families, other states and future careers. If I have the chance to return I know this trend will continue as life goes on.
Being held up in my cave brought me to be very thankful for the friends here in PA who have helped me along the way. I could never put into words how thankful I am, but hopefully in the heart of hearts they can feel my gratitude.
And in the midst of all of this thinking, I received a phone call. For those of you who know me, I am not one to talk on the phone, but I am so thankful I was able to receive this call. I find in many service industry jobs we find comfort in our coworkers. A laugh here, a smile there, support and the push to do what you do everyday. At my last job I met a new friend who brought relief to the job and brought a smile when that frustration went through the roof. But an opportunity came so soon and with this opportunity which was too good to pass up came limited phone/internet access. I have not been able to have much communication, but when I do, it truly makes my day. Today, this phone call made my day. Seems we have both been "thinking a lot" and were able to share some of the same frustrations. It's good to have a friend and when the going get's tough I feel like life brings you together again at just the right moment to remind you that there is hope in the world.
I have been a person blessed with some extraordinary people in my life. And as social as I can be, I am also content in this cave. But the cave can find no end without inspiration and support. For me, my friends have always been my family. In thick and through thin, I can always find them in the light.
This passed week within hiding within my cave I found myself going through the people in my life. Those who have come and gone. Those who haven't survived my cave days and those who continue to pull through. I wouldn't be here without each and everyone of them, through all of the rollercoasters, they have kept me in the seat.
A few posts back I wrote about a wandering friend who I feared may never return. I have found out this past week that they have indeed returned and I had to find out through other people. This saddens me but I can understand. We all have choices, paths and connections that mean a great deal to our circle of life. If my friend chooses to reach out, I will be here. And as much as I know they are only feet away, I will never push a person beyond their limits as I wish for the same respect. To them I wish well beyond belief and they will always be within my thoughts.
I also began thinking about the many people I held close in Cali. Being gone for 4 years now and even within the 7 I was there I met so many great and interesting people and also watched them move on to families, other states and future careers. If I have the chance to return I know this trend will continue as life goes on.
Being held up in my cave brought me to be very thankful for the friends here in PA who have helped me along the way. I could never put into words how thankful I am, but hopefully in the heart of hearts they can feel my gratitude.
And in the midst of all of this thinking, I received a phone call. For those of you who know me, I am not one to talk on the phone, but I am so thankful I was able to receive this call. I find in many service industry jobs we find comfort in our coworkers. A laugh here, a smile there, support and the push to do what you do everyday. At my last job I met a new friend who brought relief to the job and brought a smile when that frustration went through the roof. But an opportunity came so soon and with this opportunity which was too good to pass up came limited phone/internet access. I have not been able to have much communication, but when I do, it truly makes my day. Today, this phone call made my day. Seems we have both been "thinking a lot" and were able to share some of the same frustrations. It's good to have a friend and when the going get's tough I feel like life brings you together again at just the right moment to remind you that there is hope in the world.
So thank you for reading my Rollercoaster Rambles. Today has been a special day and I thank you for joining me. It's days like today that remind me to get up, get out of the cave and appreciate what you have in your life and put aside the ailments for a change. Things will get better. I am not saying right away but if we allow ourselves to be thankful in the small blessings, life can feel easier to handle.
Cheers friends,
Blondesheep
Cheers friends,
Blondesheep